Played for a fool?

well lets analyze my question...i really don't know if i was played for a fool or if i was just being blind...i liked a guy for a while...i never really told him though...didn't think it was worth it because he was a guy who couldn't keep a conversation going without disappearing...which bug me...but he was such a sweet talker...and i told myself that so many times but still i let that get to me...i mean i knew what he was doing...all the sweet words...how sincere he meant i don't know...but it just feels fake to at the same time...but only he would know how much its true...but now that i realized that he really is a waste of time...i still can't help but see that there is a string still there on my end...so when ever i see him online...i still get drawn towards him...but i guess its going to take a while before i let it go...but i know i want to let it go...i guess that really is the first step...but yeah...i guess thats why i ask the question if i was played for a fool because i let myself get fooled by a guy cause of his sweet talk....hmmm i guess i really wouldn't know that...because everyone goes through something like that...and i guess it really isn't in your hands who you feel for and who you don't...but at least i figured out that he isn't the one for me...he's a great friend and i really do want him there a friend but anything further i don't think its for me...as said before i guess its going to take a while before i let this string snap and i let it go forever...but yeah so anyways i'm like totally in love with TREY SONGZ right now...i mean i always liked him from day one...but with his new song...and his VIDEO..dear god he takes it to the next level especially with that smile of his...so now he is my current guy PHASE...so he is going to be all that i'm going to think of in the music industry for a while HAHAH...anyways i better get to bed i have work...2moro oh yeah argh work is so annoying now...my assistant manager is like totally jealous that me and my manager are close and is not trying to break us up...like really fuck even in the real world people need to act like children...like really....argh....