Annoyed!

argh...i'm so annoyed...i can't even stress it enough...i love talking to my friend...she is cool and she is my sister from another mother...but at the same time just like sibling fights or how annoying they get...thats how it can be with me and her too...i mean we start of to going with a good conversation...then she was telling me how she is going to the gym blah blah...and asked me how my weight watching is going...and i was like meh...i'm at the same weight and i go the gym at times...and she like oh i see...and she like oh so what have you done productively this summer...and i was like oh nothing really just worked and bummed around...and i'm like what else is there to do...and she like get your driver's licence...which is true...but its like whatever i'm not in the any rush to get it...i mean even if i get it...i wont be able to drive the car...cuz my parents take it...and its such a waste...for me to drive them to work and drive them back...its waste of time and gas...and she just goes off telling me that there are ways blah blah...its like shut the fuck up....i mean yes i could of gotten it...but i didn't...cause i wanted to use that money to do some more enjoyable things...so its like why does it bother you so much...like i know she means good by it...but like fuck off...i mean i'm sorry that i hitch rides from you....if thats an issue then just tell me...i'll find my own ways...at times i feel like thats the basis at the end of the day...hmmm....**breathe**...then she goes off asking me how my job hunt goes...and i'm like hmm its whatever cuz i'm going out alot this summer...to cottages and to states...so i don't want to look for a job and ask for vacation...its going to be pretty fukked up...and she like well you could of not go to these places and found a job...the whole reason to why i took two months off is so i can FUKKING relax...if i wanted to be STRESSED i could of gone to school...i could of gotten a JOB...but thats not what i wanted...like i'm sorry...she likes always being so stressful...and i don't want be like that...i like my space and time...i'm going to have a hectic year and half coming...and i took 3 years of school non stop...and for ME i wanted a DAMN break...just because your good with doing what u do...doesn't mean everyone else should too...man i feel bad that i'm bashing on her...when i call her my sister...but hey every one pisses you off and annoys you...even your own parents...and its only natural we feel the way we do...it just got to me...its like FUCK MAN....i just wanted to stay THE FUCK HOME and DO nothing....why does it seem to bother her so much...why is that i have to do SOMETHING all the FUCKING time...argh... man so much frustration and annoyance....hmmmm....i can't wait to go to the cottage next week...just a week of relaxation....hmmmm so exciting...gotta start doing laundry and slowly getting ready...not as though there is alot to get ready for...but yeah...