Tide

Last night i had a very overwhelming dream...for some reason i'm a type of person who can wake myself up from a dream...i literally watch my dream...although i'm in the dream as well...something along the line of lucid dreams i guess...but yeah...last night i was at this cottage...and when i look over this cliff i can see a body of water...a lake...ocean i don't know...but yeah first time i looked over i just say waves and i just admired it...then i look the second time and the current picks up and this time the wave slightly hits me...and i'm like wdf i'm so up how is that possible...and next thing i know i look again...and there is a huge wave that is coming right over my head...caving me in...like i was in the hollow space of a wave...next thing i know it crashes right over my head...and i'm struggling to get myself out of the water...once i reach the surface...everything is back to normal and it happens again...after it crashed i woke up...it was so fukked up...as always if something distinctively appears in my dream i google it and find the dream interpretation of it...and this is what i got:
Tidal Wave

To see a tidal wave in your dream, represents an overwhelming emotional issue that demands your attention. You may have been keeping your feelings and negative emotions bottled up inside for too long. On a positive note, the tidal wave symbolizes the clearing away of old habits. If you are carried away by the tidal wave, then it means that you are ready to make a brand new start in a new place.

This is pretty fukked up...because with this guy of mine...i haven't talked to him for about five days...i'm online today after these days...and because i was upset with this guy...cause of the last conversation...and i had a lot of other stuff on my mind...i can actually see the truth behind this dream...pretty fukked up...or i'm just making connection with the definition...because it sounds someone realistic to make a connection with...but yeah...hmmm then i had another dream...where i stole something...and my partner and me are running in the dark...and i'm getting trapped by the outside people who are coming to catch me...in my dream i was so scared...like i actually felt my heart race...that has never happened before to me...and as stupid as i am...i'm asking myself if i should wake up or not...and i tell myself that i want to know how the story ends...and i continue it :S...but i got distracted by something else that i couldn't find the ending to that story...but i swear its pretty fukked up...when it comes to dreams and me....but yeah....